I can't believe I'm updating my livejournal .....
........ esp on my boyfriend's new keyboard he bought today, you know, the kind that's divided into 2 separate parts and literally FORCES you to type properly?
LFDKJGSDFLKJGSDKLJDGFSKLJDFDF I HATE IT
so I haven't updated ANY of my blogs simply because I'm going through a transition-y phase right now. I'm switching rooms, completely redecorating my room, & switching career paths. not yet though, atm I'm just enjoying the last week I get to spend with my boyfriend by hanging out at his house. I'm also looking for a part time job, I've had job interviews up the ass all last week with no luck -_-.
we currently have no cigs (means tension between us), so this post is going to contain mainly bullet points.
- RN or ... advertising/PR?!?!
- hair must be lighter in at least a month. WAY lighter.
- will NOT cut length but I want/need bangs.
- I found my old brand new extensions (hello)
- inspired by surfer beach girls. (caught blue crush? that surfing movie a couple nights ago)
- must attain that kind of body ... somewhat
- bf & I have been gaining mad weight. all we do is roll around at home and eat. his six pack is long gone ... I've never had one.
- both of us are determined to start working out again.
- just got fucking frustrated by this keyboard and woke up the bf by slamming on the keyboard. fucker was snoring anyway.
- just got super fucking shocked because this fucking keyboard is so crazy I accidentally pressed a key and it directed me to another page and I thought I just lost this entire post because I didn't know lj had autosave. I was about to slit my wrists.
- I should end this post soon before I end up hurting myself/thiskeyboard/mybf
- fashion/inspiration blog concept is definitely not dead.
- my own personal style is thriving every day :) I'm getting more and more daring & confident. oh yeahhh~
- I haven't had sex in heels yet, I brought it up once since my eyes fell on my pair of mesh lace up stilettos in my bf's room, but I quickly decided that was a bit too .. quirky? kinky? plus my bf remarked, "That would make me look like I have a foot fetish" ... but he loves my feet. literally. he thinks my sausage/spongebob toes are adorable. which scares me a little but I've decided I like it.
- protected sex is way harder to have than unprotected sex. LOL
- we watched a documentary kind of thing where a girl died from masturbating with a peeled carrot. I guess it was too sharp and punctured something and then air got in it and then she just had a stroke and died. so now whenever we're having sex and he goes a little too deep I shriek, "CARROT!!" and then we both start laughing hysterically.
- sometimes we laugh so hard in the middle of sex we can't have it anymore.
- like the time we once made this huge suction sound with our chests. we were both so shocked we froze and looked at each other then starting giggling hysterically while trying to make the same sound again.
- this is so way too much information, and makes me sound like a sex loving freak but I promise I'm not. it's just that I find this shit so hilarious, I need to talk about it!
this was meant to be a short post but even my bullet points have to be ... bullet pointed.
to wrap shit up
- loving the long streaky blondish hair w/ tan look paired with white babydoll shirt/dresses with cutoff light bleached denim shorts paired with white espradrilles/wedges + lots of bangles
- career choosing. money or love my job?
- getting addicted to mtv/vh1/E!/etc. been addicted to food network. I see why everyone but me has cable. -_-
- I have my license? what? ....... I came out gross in my picture. surprise surprise~
- watched a documentary on MTV called "I'm addicted to crystal meth". bf's little brother came home today twacked the fuck out. tried bringing up the thought of rehab to bf and he just laughed. I worry.
- need to start working out.
- I need more Carolyn in my life.
- so out of date with the Jap culture ! I def want some J inspirations for my wardrobe.
- got dropped from my Japanese class. boo. bitch.
- it's fun and challenging at the same time. training and changing your bf that is.
- he would kill me if he read this.
- seriously.
- dating a drug dealer is fun and scary at the same time. I could probably write a book later on in life.
- I haven't felt like drinking for a long time but I realized I'd like to get properly fucked up soon. or at least get a good buzz going.
- I'm going to live at the beach this summer.
- first paycheck I get from my future job will be spent on an English bulldog. FUCK all the cutesy little tiny puppies. mine will be named Spike and will fuck shit up. I'm dead serious.
- I finished a sewing project recently. said project took a total of 6 minutes. I turned my sad baggy pair of black skinny jeans into proper ''looks dead sexy with heels and so tight I need to roll them off" - skinny jeans. about goddamn time.
- other DIY project consisted of
+ asking Dad for light blue dress shirt.
+ putting it on along with white cutoff jean shorts & belting it.
+ slipping on my white tie around the ankle wedge espadrilles.
- my mom finally knows how to text now. properly. with spaces. at the end of our first txt msg conversation, she sent a text saying "The End."
- I cried laughing. then promptly showed it to my bf while rolling around hysterically, while he gave me a sad look. stuck up son of a ...
- I love my boyfriend. in case he's reading this. :) I LOVE YOU
that was so not wrapping it up. oh well. this satisfied me because it's so hard to remember all good thoughts while high. I think I got most of them down.
time to watch Totoro again just to appreciate the lovely design of the house they live in. the character design & the watercolor landscape details comfort me. :D also watched Ponyo of the Sea or w/e recently. I likey :)
YAYAY
p.s. boyfriend watches Skins & Gossip Girl with me. I'm doing pretty good so far, no? :)
p.p.s. BoA's hair in that one live Eien perf? the half braid shit? I want. time to find a black girl to help me with the braiding part.
p.p.p.s. I need brand new fluffy pure white towels. asap.
p.p.p.p.s. as soon as I have my new room up and going, I'm going to have a tea party. and a cocktail/margarita night.
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